I hope everyone’s having a great day where every you are. I know I am.
Today, as I write this blog, is a brand new chapter because it’s my birthday!
My 23rd year on this earth has been … eventful to say the least, and I must admit it had a lot of ups and downs. I can’t even tell you which was more because it was legit a rollercoaster.
Every year, on my birthday, and also the day before, I like to reflect and just think about what happened in the past year. The good and the bad, my decisions, my mistakes, when I laughed, when I cried. And I try to figure out what kind of a year it was for me, and I make a list of things to learn based on what my year was like.
So this year as I reflected I realised that my 23rd year was very bittersweet, the good never really outweighed the bad, and vice versa. It was just the same pretty much all year round. An even type of year.
If I could change some of the decisions I had made I would, but
who would I be today without those decisions, both good and bad?
Even though God doesn’t want us to suffer he does allow us to go through tests, boy did I go through some tests last year and failed miserably, haha. But thank heavens we serve a God of many chances (but don’t use his grace as an excuse to continue doing a madness!). I plan to surpass the next wave of tests I receive.
Today before I went to sleep at 6am (don’t question the time I slept lol) I prayed. I thanked God for all that had put me through, all the great things he had done, all the years I had cried, and all of the laughter in my previous chapter.
I write this to tell you guys that reflection is very important, especially when we’re in a season of difficulties. We sometimes have to reflect on the things God has allowed us to go through so we can appreciate the season in which we’re in today. We all go through so many things and we just don’t look back and think
“look at where God has brought me from!”
Yes, you may be in a really bad situation right now, you might be hurting, you may be spiritually battling a lot of things at the moment, but look at where God has brought you from!!
Looking to the past isn’t always a bad thing, it can be a great way to realise how much God has done in your life without realising it.
Yes, I have cried so many tears in my 23rd year but guess what? Not only did I laugh just as equally but God brought me out of every one of those upsetting situations I put myself in and he has brought me here. Back to him.
This time last year, there was a different Farielle that existed. But God has brought me out and has made me brand new … again lol. That’s how I keep my head up when times are rough.
“He’s allowed me to go through this situation before so the situation I’m in currently will pass with him by my side”.
God puts us through things because there is something within us that he wants us to learn. He wants to help us become better and sometimes that means by going through hard times.
But we can always take those hard times we have go through and take them as blessings because we’ve learnt something and we have developed.
So keep your chin up. And count your blessings. You’re still breathing for a reason.
Dear brothers and sisters, when troubles of any kind come your way, consider it an opportunity for great joy. For you know that when your faith is tested, your endurance has a chance to grow. So let it grow, for when your endurance is fully developed, you will be perfect and complete, needing nothing.
– James 1:2-4 NLT
Just to add quickly before signing off. When things are happening in our lives we don’t always have the answer. Whilst going through things you might be thinking to yourself “what is the reason? What am I to learn from this?” But honestly, sometimes we won’t learn anything until after we’re out of it and the season has ended.
But that shouldn’t be a reason to give up on the season you’re in, keep trusting God and turning to him for guidance.
Here’s to another year of laughter and tests … that I’ll actually pass this time haha!
With being said. Stay safe, stay blessed
That’s all she wrote ❤️ …